Thursday, December 3, 2009

What make me crazy???

It may seem that there’s nothing you can do about your stress level. The bills aren’t going to stop coming, there will never be more hours in the day for all your errands, and your career or family responsibilities will always be demanding. But you have a lot more control than you might think. In fact, the simple realization that you’re in control of your life is the foundation of stress management.

Managing stress is all about taking charge: taking charge of your thoughts, your emotions, your schedule, your environment, and the way you deal with problems. The ultimate goal is a balanced life, with time for work, relationships, relaxation, and fun – plus the resilience to hold up under pressure and meet challenges head on.
arghhh, 3 more week to go!!
# fully set of plan and specification sheet for documentation
# real lounge chair and sketch book for furniture design
# 5 different type of quotation for budget & costing
# 11th dec, project 2 presentation
#18th dec, fully set of project 1 report and journal reflection
Can I managed to finish on time or before the due date??
No more last mins work please!!

Saturday, November 28, 2009

I'm so sad and lonely.
Suddenly, I felt so lost.
It hard to get back all the sweet memories.
Right now, I felt so dead.
After this situation, I'm gone.
I realized I've place X in an important part.
X might be become part of my life?
It become a quetion mark?? .
I'm down.
To the extent, I almost break down again.
As I think back now, I think this is crazy.
How can someone ever break me down?
I must be insane.
I just spend sometime, cool down my mind.
Praying. Thinking .Analyzing.

Finally, I can comprehend totally why this incident happened to me.
I did not blame God,
I did not blame others,
but I thank Him instead,
for revealing my weakness.
I’m blessed.
Indeed, a blessing in disguise.
I lifted up prayers of my fear & sadness.
I cry out for another chance.
I asked for hopes & U-turn.
But it won't be happen again.
I thank the Lord for His finished work.
I trust & rec’d all the blessing despite unhappy circumstances.
He sees my faith because I see grace in this current situation.
I pray so hard.
Bless him stay well, live well.
Bless him fullfill his dreams.
Bless him stay strong.
I Care You no matter what.
You will be stay deep in my heart.
Love . Hearts

Monday, November 16, 2009


raining day:)
feel so cold~
strong wind blow~
raindrops falling down!!
hav a bowl of ice cream..
everything feel so goood!!!
tsk tsk^^

Thursday, November 12, 2009


suffer alot!!
cant stand of u..
sicking wif ur action..
seems so childish and inmature!!
please wake up!!
face the fact!!
solve the problem!!
don't hide anymore!!
hurt alot of fren!!
suffer our fren alot!!
NON STOP!!!!!!!!!!!
stop it!! stop it!!!
no feeling!!
no tears!!
that I want to tell!!!!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Heart to heart

I need someone to talk to~
yie ny , where are u??
I need u so badly..
do know how to contact u..
I hurt! I hurt! I hurt!!!!
let everything to stop at here..
let me go..
god will punish me!!
I hurt myself..
I'm death at this second!!!

Wednesday, October 28, 2009


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Thank You.

rain rain go away

Arghh, raining non stop wey!!
stupik idoit!! messy up my plan to meet up wif bao bei xian T__T
I owe u kays?? bleh..

Rain - Rain - Go - Away,
Little Shan shan Wants To Play

I'm a wierdo driver..
haha... WHY??
guess urself 1st la..
( if u're my bestie shud know the answer wad)
I won't be drive when it's raining heavily..
I won't be drive during late night..
I can't be patient to wait the car in front of me is soo slow like kuku..
I like to 'hornnn' people or car who block me or make me bu shuang...
I used to had my 'brunch' inside the car, it make me feel so goood!!!
I fall asleep when it's finish working hours n kl road was jammed like hell lol..
I like to speed but it's a bad habits i know.. control myself
I will talk wif air while I'm driving alone.. scared got ghost la.. I know it"s scary if got ppl reply my talk.. haha..
I'm a weirdo..
I'm cacat..
I'm siao kai..
I'm gila..
I'm babi...
this is me.. shan shan the weirdo driver..

Thursday, October 22, 2009


don't even know what to write
bcoz I got alot of things haven post out LOL..
I'm lazy bummmmmm
I'm not going to post-my bdy celebration and lattern festival wif my gal..
who intersting to view it.. pls kindly click
miss kah mun or miss yie ny blog..
**evil laugh**

I'm going back to BP tomorrow!!!
craving for bp-food so hard recently..
I called my mum just now n ask my miad not to cook for tml!!
I want eat outside FOODIEEEE~
I don't care it's oily!!
I don't care it's sweaty!!
I don't care pimples will pop out on my face!!

I JUST LIKE TO EAT narhhhh..

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Day 6
last day for us to walked around at taipei..
I'm getting lazier~
lets the photo do the talks..

woke up 4:30am early morning to caught our flight back to msia on 7.10am..
so, no photo to be taken on the day 7 kay??
will be back to u soon!!
p/s : finally i'm done to post up all my taiwan trip alright!!
pp/s : late BIG day post of mine.. be patient..