I'm so sad and lonely.

Suddenly, I felt so lost.

It hard to get back all the sweet memories.

Right now, I felt so dead.

After this situation, I'm gone.

I realized I've place X in an important part.

X might be become part of my life?

It become a quetion mark?? .

I'm down.

To the extent, I almost break down again.

As I think back now, I think this is crazy.

How can someone ever break me down?

I must be insane.

I just spend sometime, cool down my mind.

Praying. Thinking .Analyzing.

Finally, I can comprehend totally why this incident happened to me.

I did not blame God,

I did not blame others,

but I thank Him instead,

for revealing my weakness.

I’m blessed.

Indeed, a blessing in disguise.

I lifted up prayers of my fear & sadness.

I cry out for another chance.

I asked for hopes & U-turn.

But it won't be happen again.

I thank the Lord for His finished work.

I trust & rec’d all the blessing despite unhappy circumstances.

He sees my faith because I see grace in this current situation.

I pray so hard.

Bless him stay well, live well.

Bless him fullfill his dreams.

Bless him stay strong.

Last,

I Care You no matter what.

You will be stay deep in my heart.

Love . Hearts